n0.VA is live now, and I am genuinely happy to finally have the book out in the world.
It arrives today on itch as the Standard Edition, and I hope the readers who find it here end up carrying
something strange and lasting away with them.
n0.VA reaches itch on April 1
April 1 is real now. n0.VA reaches itch that day as the Standard Edition: DRM-free PDF and EPUB at €24.
After a long time living in fragments, drafts, and private thresholds, the book is about to become what it
was meant to be from the start: a finished reading object, out in the world and in readers' hands. That part
feels worth celebrating.
This first release is intentionally clean. No padded launch stack, no side-material pretending to be the main
event. Just the novel, properly made, ready to open.
I am in the last stretch now, getting the package and the store into final shape. On April 1, it stops being
almost here.
Looking for early readers for NOVA
Archive note: this is a pre-launch post from the early-reader phase. Current launch details live on the
main landing page.
The manuscript of Nova is complete. Before it leaves the lab for agents and festivals,
I am looking for a small group of early readers who are willing to sit with the book in all its
mess: explicit sex, kink, toxic attachment, machine theology, grief, god questions - the whole lattice.
This is not a "does this offend you?" sensitivity pass. I am interested in people who can tell me:
Where the book hits you hard and why.
Where it drags, repeats itself or feels muddy.
Which chapters feel essential, and which feel like echoes.
How you experience the narrator's voice over 200+ pages - too much, not enough, just right.
Content expectations: this is transgressive, sexually explicit fiction with
heavy themes (abuse dynamics, self-harm impulses, emotional violence, religious imagery).
If you are comfortable with books like Boy Parts, Dead Girls, Crash or
120 Days of Sodom being in the same room as you, you are probably in the right range.
What you get: the full manuscript (PDF or EPUB), and the option to be thanked
by name or pseudonym in future editions if your feedback materially shapes the final text.
What I ask: that you read the book within about 4-6 weeks and send me your
honest reactions - a few paragraphs, or a rough, chaotic page of notes is enough. Line edits
are welcome but not required; gut truth is more important than polish.
Two or three sentences are enough: who you are as a reader, what draws you to this kind of material,
and which formats you prefer (PDF / EPUB). Direct contact only.